s, it's asking Feng to do this, and this is the real reason why she challenged Li Yanran to a duel.Women's petty rivalries have never been something she cared about. She wouldn't do anything she didn'..."I might be falling for you, but what am I to you Salvation Or just another crazy person" She gave a wry smile. "Things have happened to me that are hard to explain. There's no one in this world who would believe them besides Ayan." 。So I'm a very complex person too, and I don't want to bring that complexity to you anymore. 。“ 權青畫 didn't understand her logic at all. He had once carried the weight of such a past, and he had walked out of it. What could be so complex about what 封昭蓮 described She was a princess from Guiyue County, with a clear background, loving parents who were almost an example for the entire country of Guiyue. Where did her complexity come from Who was the person she always talked aboutHe let go of her hand, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything. 。Even to her "I might be falling for you," there was no response. 。It's as if he hadn't heard anything, or perhaps it was a kind of refusal. 。Feng Zhaolian chuckled self-deprecatingly. She knew this was the outcome all along. 。Quing knows this person better than anyone else. 。This person is autistic. I learned the word "autistic" from Ah-heng in my past life, and it's used to describe Quanqing's painting just right. 。This kind of autistic person has their own world, they live in it, and no one can enter. If anyone approaches them, they will repel them. 。She had also been ostracized by him, but at that time, with her passion, she didn't care about his glares, she charged forward regardless. 。It's a pity that she rushed to find everyone had already left for Gu Yue, and he never gave her a good look. 。At this moment, she was confessing to him, wasn't she He still didn't give her a good look and remained silent. 。Just say no, okay Let her experience it herself. 。
It's true, autistic people really don't want to say an extra word.
How many times she had secretly wrestled with her feelings before deciding to tell him, we can only guess. 。She has someone she likes, from her past life to this life, including the fact that she first got involved with Quan Qinghua, it's all because of that person. 。So when she realized it might be because she had gotten used to being attached to Quan Qing's paintings, and in the process, developed some different feelings, her heart was in turmoil. 。I'm afraid of living my whole life as reality and making my previous life into a fantasy. 。She still cannot truly accept the fact that she is now two lives in one. In her subconscious, she always believes she is still Princess Lian Wang of Qian Zhou, still the genderless Yaoren. 。She wanted to go back to a place she was familiar with, to be with familiar people all the time, rather than putting down roots on this continent. 。Once she takes root and sprouts on this land, wouldn't she become a person of Yue entirely Would she even be able to go back
She had been struggling with herself, but unfortunately, she was defeated in the end, defeated to the point where she confessed her liking for Quan Qing in front of him. 。This means she gave up on Xuanhua, gave up on her past life. 。Who would have thought, she put in so much, gave up so much, and Quan Qinghua actually rejected her. It's really embarrassing for her! "I was joking just now, you know me, I like to joke around, don't take it seriously..." 。She turned back and resumed her usual eccentric manner, even reaching out to touch Quan Qing's face, "Look at that, still so smooth. Who knows which lucky girl will get you in the future" 。While you are still my master, let me touch you a few more times. 。“
She reached out and touched his face again, and Quan Qing instinctively dodged back. She missed, slipped on her feet, and fell forward, looking like she was about to take a nosedive.
" 。Finally, the man in green extended his sleeve and carefully supported her, lifting her until she stood upright. They gazed at each other. 。"Is that how you want to take advantage of me" he chuckled, "Fēng Zhāo Lián, you have been teasing this king for ten years, and now you're joking again When will this king be able to completely get rid of your kind of jokes" She wished he could get rid of her right now. She wanted to pull her arm back from his grasp, but unfortunately, she tried several times without success. 。"Let go!" she said, a bit angrily. "I'm the esteemed Princess Guiyue, I can do whatever I want! No one can tell me what to do!" 。If you want to get rid of me, just stay away from me. Don't follow me around. If you never see me again, naturally you'll be free of me. 。" He shook his head, "Since we are colleagues, we will definitely meet. Perhaps the old master arranged it this way, and none of us can escape." 。He tightened his grip on her, “You once wanted to save me from the abyss, yet now you just dismiss me with a 'you're complicated' and walk away.” 。"Feng Zhaolian, what kind of reason is this" "Then what do you want to do" Feng Zhaolian was also annoyed, "This doesn't work and that doesn't work, how can it work" Quan Qinghua still smiled, "How come this doesn't work and that doesn't work Now it's obviously you who is being awkward. I went out of the city to send you off, and you didn't even look at me." 。I chased after you with all my might, yet you still retreated three paces. 。Fēng Zhāo Lián, even if we're just ordinary friends, it shouldn't be to the point where you avoid me like this. 。I have no intention of disturbing your dreams. What should be in your dreams, is already there, and always will be. 。But outside of dreams, you should also have another aspect to yourself, and start adapting and accepting everything you have now. 。He patted her shoulder again. “Come on, let’s go back inside. I saw Ye Wenyan went to bed early and seemed unwell.” 。"Uncomfortable" Feng Zhaolian pulled her legs and ran towards the temple, Quan Qinghua reached out to grab her but missed, so she had no choice but to give up. 。Think about it, this girl has always been this way. He's known her for almost ten years, what else is there to be surprised about 。As for her liking him... actually, it wasn't that surprising. After all, he had heard about it many times from Feng Zhaolian years ago. 。Even at their first meeting, Feng Zhaolian grabbed Gui Yue's sleeve in front of many people and looked up at him with a beautiful and delicate face: "The prince of Beiqi, you are really handsome, I like you" 。That year, she must have been six years old! A six-year-old girl doesn't understand anything, she just thinks he is handsome and likes him. 。That year, he was already twelve years old. He not only understood what it meant to like someone, but he had also read many stories about Li Fei's ugliness. 。So he pushed Feng Zhaolian away, said nothing, and even gave her a look of disgust. 。Back then, he thought that women who were beautiful were all bad. 。Even beautiful girls, their hearts will turn bad in the future. 。Just like Lady Li, she's not a decent person. 。 Later, as he grew older, although his thoughts were not as extreme, he began to despise himself and isolate himself. He felt that his life would never be normal again, that he carried too much weight. He dissected those things carefully, finding them too filthy 。As for Feng Zhaolian, he would avoid if he could, and if he couldn't, he would simply ignore her. 。He thought he'd given her the cold shoulder, but she never backed down from her affection for him. 。He never understood why this girl had such a strong passion for him until he returned to Bei Qi and saw her again. Only then did he realize that she had mistaken him for someone else. 。Humans are so strange. When someone is being enthusiastic, he awkwardly resists. 。When he finally knew that the person who truly wanted to give their warmth wasn't him, a strange feeling began to stir within him, a desire to find that warmth again. 。 This girl tonight again looked at him with affection, Quan Qinghua thought, this time it should be serious, right It should also be towards him, not someone else His mood inexplicably improved, like a sudden ray of sunshine piercing into the long-dark corner, though abrupt, it gave people hope for life. 。He thought, he might never be willing to let go of this hope for the rest of his life, but hoped she wouldn't give up on him either. 。In the dilapidated temple, Ye Wen slept soundly. It wasn't even midnight yet, but Shi Lifen had cast a sleeping spell on her. As long as nothing unexpected happened, she could safely get through the night. 。Feng Zhaolian reached out to touch Ye Wenyan's forehead. Ye Wenyan, who had already recovered his blood color and had a human temperature, now had a burning forehead, clearly showing he was feverish. 。Feng Zhaolian was not at ease: “Is this really alright Can’t you use a healing spell to bring down the fever” Shi Linyuan shook his head. “This deity doesn’t possess a spell for reducing fevers, and besides, this fever won't subside. You can only tough it out, until midnight. Then everything will be fine.” 。He glanced at Feng Zhaolian, then at Quan Qinghua who had just walked in. After thinking for a moment, he said, “A-Yan asked me to tell you before going to sleep that the person in front of you is actually quite good, you don't necessarily have to cling to the past.” 。As long as one is alive, one must look forward. If one keeps looking back, it would be a waste of the old master's hard work. 。About you, Ayan has mentioned some things to me before, though not very detailed, but the general process is still clear. 。If you can hear me, I will impart some wisdom to you. If not, then go rest elsewhere. 。Feng Zhaolian was still a little awkward, twisting her fingers and not knowing whether to nod or shake her head. 。Instead, Quan Qing walked over and pressed down on Feng Zhao Lian's shoulders to steady her, then sat cross-legged beside her. 。Feng Zhaolian said, "Don't hit me..." 。“But his body honestly sat down and looked at Shili Yuan seriously.” 。Shi Li's lips twitched as he nodded, not shying away from Quan Qinghua's gaze. He spoke directly, "A person's life, how much water they drink, how many words they speak, and how many meals they eat, are all predetermined by fate." 。The water from the past life had been drunk, the meal had been eaten, and the last breath had been taken, that was it. 。including those from past lives, it has also come to an end. 。I'm giving you another chance, not to continue entanglement with your past life, but to blossom anew in this new one. 。If you insist on indulging, what you will betray is not the kindness of the Dao, but yourself. 。Not everyone has the opportunity to start over, you've been given a chance, so learn to cherish it. 。Ayan chatted with the deity for a while before bed. Her intention was to prevent the deity from interacting with you like this, for fear of misunderstanding. 。As for the misunderstanding, this deity might as well tell you. It's because one of her friends is very possibly already with the Seventh Prince of Dà Shun. 。She's afraid that if I told you about this, you'd think she was paving the way for her friend. 。But this deity feels that since you've met, and have found kinship with A-Yan, then regardless of your thoughts, these words are to be... 。Moreover, even in this lifetime, even the person beside you, would still have Ah-Yan's sister remembering them. 。So you think she's playing favorites She isn't, at least not between you and her younger sister. She favors you. 。 "eror. 。When Kějìn spoke of her fourth sister leaving for the Heavenly Gate, she did so with a natural demeanor and tone, not finding anything amiss. 。This must be the power of Yanhuagong! After all,...